A bit more about me
06/09/25
Me and code:
My name is Ginger Wev. I'm 20 and kinda lost but I'm finding
things and people I like so maybe I won't be lost for long. I
like coding and I think the site I made is cool and I'm excited
to completely remake it but better? It's something I tend to do,
i code something and ‘finish it’ but then start over and try to
make the exact same thing but with fewer lines of code and with
a more organised file system and trust me, i am vibrating at the
idea or remaking this site.
My outlook:
I try horribly hard to be an optimist, when I first heard ‘fake
it till you make it’ i took it as personal instruction and have
been rolling with it ever since. Even if i'm in a horrible place
i let myself feel the misery and then leave it behind trying to
find and focus on the good that i can get to in the moment.
Rephrasing my thinking patterns has been a big help in my mental
health journey and i'm a big advocate of it. I think the best
thing I can contribute to others is joy so I try my best to make
other people laugh. To me a good and genuine laugh is one of the
best compliments a person can get in this world.
Me and youtube:
Bouncing off the laugh thing it first occurred to me to make a
youtube channel sometime around 2021 after watching tommyinits
minecraft prison video i was at a lonely place just going
through the motions, always waiting but that video made me laugh
so hard i was afraid i was gonna puke, i rewatched it like 3
times on the day it came out. Alas I didn't have a computer or
friends so I reserved myself to just fantasize about the videos
i would make and the games i would play. When i was a kid i had
unlimited internet access and like any other lonely kid i
idolised youtubers that i watched telling myself i would do that
eventually but like most i never did until one day while
watching a podcast someone said that the best advice he gave to
people wanting to become youtubers was “give up”
“I'll save a lot of people time because most of the people who
try, are not gonna make it and they're going to waste all
those hours, but if i say give up to everybody, the people who
really want it they're not going to listen to that. it's
almost like a challenge like prove me wrong”
I realized I couldn't just sit and fantasize about it. I
actually had to do something and become proactive in my dreams
and passion so I made a video… and then never posted it. But
then a few months later I was invited to a group thing and was
able to make a few videos there! :D I stopped making videos
around midterms this year and I wanna start again but I just
haven't. Maybe I need to get mad again and feel the need to
prove someone wrong. Maybe writing this out will jump start me.
My wonderful friends:
my friends are the best and banger and baller and awesome
Me and my environment:
I wrought this header last night what dose it mean?
That's what I'll tell you, orange you glad you read it?
